I like to be that guy. I like to be the guy you can rely on. I like to be the guy who people have confidence in, who people look to.
I’m not good at leaning on others. I usually like to deal with life as it comes. When it rains, I hear the music and start dancing.
Except when it comes to letting others down. That just tears me up inside. I power though, but I don’t want to let my friends down. Sure, that may be one of my biggest weaknesses but I don’t know how to reconcile it.
I’d rather let it consume me than risk the fall.
How do you deal with disappointment in yourself or when you might let down someone who cares about you? How do you reconcile the potential of destroying the trust your friends have placed in you?
How do you stand tall when you feel like doubling over?