I’m not a control freak by any stretch of the imagination. At any given moment there is some sort of chaos in my life.
Right now, I feel there is a lot of chaos. A little more than I’m used to. It’s little bits, here and there. Some days I’m swinging for the fences. Some days I’m holding on with two hands, one hand, or maybe just a pinkie. That’s not something I’m used to.
It’s strange. For someone who is used to some semblance of order in his life, I’m having a hard time getting organized. I’m pretty used to standing on top of things surveying my kingdom, not standing in the valley hoping that wave doesn’t crash. I know the reality is that you just have to put one foot in front of the other and you’ll get moving in a forward direction, but it seems my feet are stuck in the sand.
In the meantime, I guess we’ll just have to wait and see how this plays out. I didn’t mean this post to be such a downer, but it’s just kind of where I am at the moment. And those of you who read this blog regularly, know I’m not ashamed to share a little piece of myself.
Each day at a time, one step at a time. I know. Just have to keep moving, right?