It’s true, I will never be whole again.
It is also true that I am still broken.
It has been more than a year.
The way you came into my life,
The way you claimed I was the one for you,
You tore me up, you became a part of my soul.
The only future I ever see is one with you in it.
And you are not here.
I am without you.
I am alone.
It is as if I am missing an essential part of me.
Even if you came back to me,
The one you’d meet, the man I am,
Is completely changed.
The man I am cannot be the man I was,
You did that, you created this man.
You fundamentally changed my universe,
So no, I will never be whole again.