It’s true, I will never be whole again.

It is also true that I am still broken.

It has been more than a year.

The way you came into my life,

The way you claimed I was the one for you,

You tore me up, you became a part of my soul.

The only future I ever see is one with you in it.

And you are not here.

I am without you.

I am alone.

It is as if I am missing an essential part of me.

Even if you came back to me,

The one you’d meet, the man I am,

Is completely changed.

The man I am cannot be the man I was,

You did that, you created this man.

You fundamentally changed my universe,

So no, I will never be whole again.